KPOP

"Kenapa selalunya lelaki dan kpop tak boleh di relate kn?"

"Kenapa persepsi seseorang akan berubah sekiranya lelaki meminati kpop?"

If you were being me then you know how bad people torture you. To be kpop-ian it's really not easy. People will make a lot of perception. Even they are being judges, know well how to put you in which place or condemn you whatever they want.

For me, I started love korea when i watch Running Man ( http://kshowonline.com/category/2/running-man ) in 2010. I impressed by their culture. How manner they are. Even how beautiful their country is. I started to learn their language. It's so beautiful. That's all. ( Guess, the busan dialect is really unique.)

Bagi aku itu hanyalah minat seseorang dan tak perlu untuk meletakkan seseorang tu rendah pada tarafnya. Which is i guess people will know how sinful, if you are judging people wrongly.

So, for me, meminati kpop ni tak salah pun. Ada sesetengah orang maybe minat heavy metal, ade sesetengah orang meminati Jazz or blues. Tapi tak ade pun orang nk kutuk-kutuk.
Maybe disebabkan korea ni kalau lelaki je jambu-jambu, klau perempuan je mesti cantik-cantik. So what's wrong?

Ignoring people because i am in my own world.

"Hidup ni bukan orang sekeliling kita yang menentukan, tapi kita yang tentukan"

Aku rasa lelaki nie mesti fanatik giler dengan kpop sampai buat video reaction. So perlu ke kite nak kutuk-kutuk?

Rapunzel and Me

I enjoyed watching Rapunzel so much. But i just didn't realize that there is similarity between me and the character. Kalau nak di ikutkan it is just a cartoon. Tapi kadang-kadang it happen. And so realistic.

I am never thinking of having a blog or any related source to tell about my story. But it goes well like nothing happen. And that's it, my blog created after watching "Flower boy next door". Sebab tu aku ambil title as what it said. " Flower guy next door". Just tukar boy to guy since i am no longer teenager, guess so. 

Flower boy next door is Rapunzel in Korea version and more real.

Lepas tengok cerita tu. Aku boleh bayangkan how traumatic i am. Why? Sebab lock myself up dalam bilik without having fun or any influences from outside. Kalau cuti pun, i will spend all of my time dalam bilik watching movie or korean movie. Well, i am korean manic. Everything is korea. I do not watch TV although I bought 47" TV worth more than 5K. Waeyo? Because i am Rapunzel. I am in my own world. Kalau cuti 3 or 4 hari, selama tu jgk la aku akan duduk dalam bilik. Just keluar dari bilik bila time aku rasa lapar or nak minum atau solat. Weird right? Last time, i used to lock myself up for about 3 months. Sebab time tu tak keje and sangat-sangat depress.

Well, it's not about having hard time. Aku just nak bagitahu yang aku tersangatlah suka menyendirikan diri. I just love being alone. Dulu aku ade ramai kawan. Tapi aku boleh katakan kawan-kawan hanyalah ketika gembira je. Kadang-kadang i just miss those moment being with my friends. Lepak sampai pagi. Tapi bagi aku kawan datang dan pergi. It's just temporary.

So it's just me and Rapunzel that ever exist in my own world and the character that i created by my own.

Park Shin Hye is another character that i just created.

Deleted blog

Sorry guys sebab terpaksa delete blog Paranormal...

It was not my intention actually, just nak delete because we are no longer doing any activity even nearby. Rasanya sangat-sangat bersalah sebab banyak gambar-gambar yang ade dalam tu. Yet, those were our memories while ghosthunting. But then they are all gone now. Sorry once again guys, especially to Fahmi, Zam, Wandy and Sylvia. There are no more our memories black or white.

Well, i guess, i just miss all of you.

Susah nk digambarkan how strong our relationship before. but now everything has been disappeared. Dan semua orang pun dah ade life masing-masing. Wishing all of you are doing great.

I'll keep missing you guys, since all of you used to be part of my life.