Kertas Putih

Lately, ramai yg berhenti kerja dan semakin ramai yang menghulurkan surat putih. Better offer katakan.
Aku plak terkedu-kedu stay kat sini xtau la sampai bila. Kalau di ikutkan hati seboleh-boleh nya nak berhenti 24 jam. Tapi, terfikir pulak kang berhenti xde kerja pastu menganggur. OMG, it would be never happen.

Arinie, would be my last day kerja sebab esok weekend and i would be on leave until tuesday. Owh, fyi i am going to Sabah. I am too excited. Just to have a little bit of rest since it's been a while never go elsewhere. So, seronok la pegi kerja arinie as if so happy getting married. lol

Dalam kegembiraan tu, tak sangka ada kesedihan. I would be never express my feeling toward something sad that tear me apart. For me i guess, the best way to express my feeling by writing. And that is what happen. My another ever best friend is going to leave me since she got a better offer. i was actually expected this but never to expect that this is too soon. At least aida dulu, i am prepared enough. Tapi illie, she is just too early to leave my world. This life circumstance is like fated for me to live alone.

Illie, or in another name that i used to call her as "ngek" is really nice person. A bad words never devastate her. She was tortured with a lot of speculation and she was stand still. I really solute her on how she withstands with those torments. Seriously, she is just too good to have a friend with. Well, it's so true most people said that a nice person will not be ever with us forever. i am just thinking how am i going to live my life without her. A lot of memory that we created together. A lot of story we shared together. We got a lot of secret. Every single secret that i told her, she kept well. Lepas nie, no one is willing to give me a ride to parking lot. No one will hear my story. No one will be able to finish my food as you are the only one that i love to share with. My sametime will not be blinking anymore. I wish that you will be there for me forever ngek but life is fated us to be apart. And for me to come over to work will not be as same as you are here.

A strong girl named Illeyean Maslan

I will never find your replacement ngek. You are the best for me. I am just hoping your future will shine as bright as you plan to be. And i will keep praying that you have a good life and healthy for the sake of your life. Till then friend. I will never forget you as you were my ever best friend that i just wanted to keep in my life forever.

My last goodbye ngek for you. we will hardly to see each other again. :'(

Again, I am alone.

This song is only dedicated to only you ngek.